Song xD

[starry8740]

Here is something that happened to me today that Kind of hurt me. So I wrote a song about it. I will write out tomorrow what happened and you can compare it to my song :)


Well you said I could talk to you
why did you really say that instead of telling me the truth
I really wanted to get to know you more than anyone in this world
but I found out tonight from your friend what you said
it was all behind my back, now I see but I don't know why
I am crying for you tonight

Isn't that how it always goes
the nice guy always is the one to cut throught
I should of seen it, you being popular
would hurt me like that and I don't know why
now that I see your true color shine
but it still kills me, I will never get to be your friend

you say you got a reputation
that you got to up hold
you call it being nice
I call it being a jerk
woah, oooah aaho
You can play it all you want
put me on hold, when we both know
you just did that to just shut me up


Isn't that how it always goes
the nice guy always is the one to cut throught
I should of seen it, you being popular
would hurt me like that and I don't know why
now that I see your true color shine
but it still kills me, I will never get to be your friend

oooh ooooh
now you hear , I know what you said
now you like to play it cool
im me baby, being super nice
you thought you could play me back into your web
now I see through your lies
you do a good fake, here is your award XD

Isn't that how it always goes
the nice guy always is the one to cut throught
I should of seen it, you being popular
would hurt me like that and I don't know why
now that I see your true color shine
but it still kills me, I will never get to be your friend

[molliesmum]

Someone has really hurt you, right. Just learn from the experience and move on.

The song is great, and if that is a way of getting through things, wonderful. Great way to vent. Well done.

Maria. x

[woofitz]

What a good way to get out your emotions! Writing songs or poetry! Me, I get out my violin and saw away!!! I play in a messianic synagogue. Music...what is life without music??

[starry8740]

See this guy hes really cute BUT hes one of these "popular" boy types that has all the girls flawning over him and he is nice to everyone because he don't want to ruin his reputation and I talked to him and we exchanged AIMS and I thought he liked me for who I was and so I imed him thinking he wanted to talk to me...Well he took forever to say hi back and we did talk for a little bit and he started to ignore me. Me heart just sink. So his best friend ims me saying (don't repeate this but he really dont like you and is ignoring you so don't feel bad he likes popular girls which you are not.) Well that stabbed my heart because I really wanted to get to know him. I guess the truth is...Stay away from popular people all together. They are nothing but hags. I never met one and they all hurt me in some way. I am done with them!!

It kills me when somebody you want to get to know don't want to take the time to get to know you. =[ Plus it is worse because he is such a hunk.

[dogsrme]

Well Carrie, I will say that I know exactly how you feel. I have had the same thing happen to me on more than one occasion. People will lead you on like they want to be your friend but then you find out they just talked to you because they wanted information from you and that was it. I know it pains you when somebody you want to be friends with don't want to be yours. I know you said you thought he was "cute" but hunny, If you go by looks you'll never have any friends. This probably happened for the best of things and you would of found out sooner or later that this guy was a jerk so might as well face it now before you get to attached to the dude.

There is this girl in my school who is a cheerleader, she could be a swimsuit model and everyone wants to be her best friend. She said that she was my friend until I got kicked off the football team and then she acted like I never even existed. I would call her, AIM her and she blocked me. She was pressured to answer me in school in front of many people in the cafeteria and she was like "oh that was you? I thought it was some random stalker, sorry." She knew very well it was me but did that so people wouldn't think she was mean when she was nasty inside. It killed me inside, I didn't cry I staid strong. My friends were like "Dude she is just a girl get over it!" I couldn't help but not feel bad because to me it was my first rejection. The first always hurts, especially if they find you "uncool" and not able to fit in with there cliche when other people are close to them.

Remember this quote - "When one person closes the door on you, another person will open a door for you." Most of the time whenever the door is closed on you, you'll sit there sad but you pick yourself up and move on become friends with somebody who is way cooler then the other person. Thinking back on it, I'd rather have one good friend who was true then a bunch of fake friends who only talk to me when they need there homework done for them.

Great song, I think you really touched the meaning of how we all feel. No doubt in this world that somebody hasn't felt that way ever. Its a terrible feeling in the pit of your stomach like you want to throw up and you want to cry but you can't seem to find the tears. Your angry but yet your sad. You hate them but yet you love them. You don't ever want to see them again but yet you can't live without them. Keep writing them they will make you feel better and stick to those friends of yours who are real! Some people click, some don't. God has his reasons.